How long has it been since I last posted? I don't know. I tend to forget about blogging every once in a while. I'm also feeling very lucid. The best way to explain it is "twitterpated". I know either man could come across this blog at any point in time and read what I have written. Does that intimidate me? A little bit, I admit that. I am not a very open person. But at the same time, it doesn't take one a hard look at me to see that I have been walking on air for the past week or so. More-so in the last week, I think. This is the feeling I was missing with the ex. This is the feeling that makes me want to move mountains for my current beau. This unquestioning sense of general stupidity (I admit it, but the people I use to ground my emotions are not available) is what I think people strive for. What people move from relationship to relationship in search of.
I admit, I have never felt this way before. Not for the one I thought I loved years ago. Not for any in between. I don't recall it one bit. It's a powerful, terrifying, awesome thing. And I don't know what to do with it.
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